im speechless.
dun wish to say anything...
.sheena.
~ 8:24 AM ~
Last thing I remember I was running for the door.
I had to find the passage back to the place I was before..
.sheena.
Monday, November 23, 2009
~ 10:06 PM ~
2 down.
adding physics finals which ended bout 1.5 weeks ago, that's 3 down in total.
2 more to go.
i cant explain how i've screwed econs upside down this time round.
i believe mid-terms cant save me at all.
im considering S/U-ing it.
but well, just got to finish up the rest of the papers, wait patiently for results before i decide eventually.
CM1131 tmr.
physical chemistry involves lots of calculations.
n e only thing im hoping for, is to 1) noe the method needed, and 2) not make careless mistakes.
seriously, there's a reason why i love calculations in chem.
but it is also because of calculations that im often killed.
gotta b more careful.
well, guitar lessons have been going fine.
finally got a hang of "21 guns" by green day.
hotel california next..
but will take months to master..
it feels like exams r gonna end tmr.
since my next paper after tmr is 1 dec.
that would mean, 6.5 days for one math paper.
perfect for a math module.
since e most impt thing is practice!
ok.
time to mug.
i shall conquer physical chemistry! =)
.sheena.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
~ 7:55 PM ~
tmr is the start of final exams.
somehow, e heart feels so unprepared.
e brain seems so empty.
modern chem.. will i maintain at where i currently m?
econs.. will e paper kill me like how e past year papers did?
physical chem.. will a big jump be possible?
there's lots of uncertainty.
but while im on e midst of trying not to think, its kind of hard.
chill, relax, take it easy.. these wun b easily obtainable.
1 week of reading week flew by.
its time for e battle once again.
4km run today for run for hope.
quite a good and refreshing run.
it feels great to step out of hibernation mode since july's last run i participated.
knee din give much prob perhaps cos distance was shorter than usual.
good job legs!
im looking forward to tuesday night.
at least that marks e end of most of e papers.
last paper is math, on 1st dec.
one week completely left aside for math.
hopefully this increases the chance of seeing an A.
its hard to determine how it'll be like.
i can only sit and try whatever i can.
what will happen, will happen.
i've tried.
now im out to fight.
will it be how i wanted it to be like??
Life should be like a game of cards
you make a mistake
shuffle the deck and start over.
It should be just like driving your car
get lost and your navigation system
gets you closer.
.sheena.
Friday, November 20, 2009
~ 7:50 PM ~
e best lecturer i've met in school thus far.
he was really caring, friendly and approachable.
we just saw him on our last final test.
he was smiling and joking with us.
within days, news came that he left us.
utterly shock.
we're lost a good lecturer just like that..
i'll always rmbr wad he said in lectures and the jokes he shared..
how he jumped into ice cold bath with his children, how he tried fixing the television himself.
he is a cheerful person who brought with him his smile everywhere he go.
i enjoyed attending every single lecture of his.
and always looked forward to attending them.
Prof Su will always be remembered by us.
May he rest in peace.
_________________________________________________________
Final exams approaching in 2.5 days time.
it seems quite bad this time round.
i feel more unprepared than midterms.
should be done with revisions by tonight.
but somehow, it seems like i dunno anything at all.
worrying.
it got worst when i tried doing past yr papers.
y doenst anything make sense?
im looking forward to tuesday 7pm.
by then, i would have only one math paper left.
n wad's better is i have 1 full week to revise for that paper.
shall make gd use of e time to revise, write help sheet and do past year papers.
well, lots of things need to be done.
off i go..
.sheena.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
~ 10:19 PM ~
it feels weird to have e entire weekend to study.
previous weeks are spent on lab reports, assignments, presentations, tuitions..
now tat i have e weekends available, e productivity level is low.
kind of lethargic.
mugging during weekdays seems different.
well, sat for final GEM test on friday.
tat marks e end of 1 final exam..
physics module has officially ended.
i'll miss attending GEM lectures..
hmmm.
revision is kind of on track i supposed.
left wit 4 chapters of econs..
started on modern chem and physical chem already.
cant screw any papers this time round.
weightage is extremely high.
plus, i would love to meet my own targets this time round.
on e side note.
younger sister went to shanghai for her 6 weeks education programme this morning.
din manage to send her off at the airport.
hope she have a pleasant and fulfilling experience over there.
well, think its certainly good training for her.
im looking forward to every night where i can skype with her.
will b gd to see how she's doing over there.
i'll start counting down to her return 6 weeks later =)
alright.
its time to mug..
.sheena.
Monday, November 09, 2009
~ 9:20 PM ~
counting down real fast.
physical chemistry still isnt going as smoothly.
it must be conquered.
but e question is.... how?
there's a limit to how much im willing to take.
there is no point making things so obvious.
i aim to do nth.
time will prove everything.
i'll let my efforts say what needs to be said.
time to mug real hard.
GEM exam on fri.
other papers coming up in 13 days time!
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
when it's not worth dying for?
does it take your breath away
and you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
and you look for a place to hide?
did someone break your heart inside?
you're in ruins.
(21 Guns - Green Day)
.sheena.
